Ren, The day after I saw you for the first time through ultrasound on Valentine's Day, I had this journal entry: "Yesterday I went to my first doctor's appointment and got to see and hear you! That was such a special moment for me! Your heartbeat was clear and strong, you were wiggling around! I feel like I have so much to learn and do! Today after a busy busy day at work and a 2 1/2 hour commute to Riverside, AJ surprised me with roses, chocolate cake, and a clean house! I was so surprised and grateful for his love. He drew me a bath I relaxed for a bit and we had a wonderful evening." You were much loved from the very beginning of your life. Love always, Mom